How God change my life? Everyday there are changes in my life, though I do not know what is being changed, I know it will lead into a better one and then you can say that God changed and is working in your life.
My life before is a mess. I just believed that there is God, and I am really impatient and every time that something will happen to me and in my family I always blame God. Then it comes in my mind why? It’s so unfair! Before, I don’t understand what the purpose of having God. If I can commit even a single mistake I will have a self pity. Even the person that surrounds me I will hate them because they ignore me, my skills and talent. I can’t forgive easily if somebody will hurt me and look down the situation of my family. And I promise to myself that I will finish my studies so that I will successful then I will take my revenge to those who hurt me. I will let them feel what I’ve felt when they hurt me. I feel rejections. I can’t appreciate the love of my parents. I always feel that they don’t love me. And nobody values me, I’m useless. Until I found God and he heal and soften my heart. He told me that I am precious one. He has big plans for me. I suddenly feel complete.
As of now, I merely change and feel that God will work in me. I have realize how much I hurt God in my past and I have really appreciate how he loves me because I know he didn’t surrender until I didn’t change. I feel ashamed and guilty if I will recall my past. I’m shy because I blame him for what happen in my family. I know that God is patient of waiting for his lost child to come with him again. When you allow God to be in you and take a walk with him, you can feel that you are complete and contented of what you have. You can feel the abundant blessing that he is giving to you.
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